dear magdala ;
I filled a whole page of attributes .so interesting to see the shaping influence my father gave me a hard work ethic and a physical toughness to go with it .there is almost no spirituality in him but he can be a very bighearted man it was probably from him that i developed a lot of tenacity.
my mother provided me with a sensitive creative ,artsy side she was kind to everybody and had a sense of humor about life and herself( came from her irish mother). i guess her father too.
my mother was a straight arrow as far as following standards and codes of society. my father thot it ok to bend the rules when needed.
curious this part cause i figured ii adapted more of my mothers qualities, but I am quite willing to search beyond normal boundaries for answers to lifes questions.
im a little puzzled as to where my spiritual side arose from my mother took us to church when we were young just remembering my dads father took us also when i was even smaller. when i was about 21 i influence most of my family to turn to god.
also it is beginning to dawn on me that i may have been carrying my mothers pain over my fathers infidelity without realizing what i was doing!

in the personal work im not fully sure which side of the family came the divine spark. closest that i know ,i remember that my mothers side had a horseback traveling preacher long ago.
when i go in the spirit i came upon a very powerful man,but i didnt get much more...some indication on the feminine side with even less info there.

oh ,also i did the asking forgiving of the men ...and got more release there it caused me to consider that i cant just ask forgiving for now and not worry about any future grievances its a state i must maintain so that i can be free in the spirit! thank you so much for what youre providing !

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Wounded father/mother was powerful. Cleared many things for me. Showed I among many women this incarnation have come to welcome the return of the Holy Spirit ...the Divine Feminine and to heal the ancestry going back many generations so our daughters and other female relations can once again hold the light for the planet and teach the teaching of Love which will heal the masculine both within ourselves and the sons, husbands, brothers of our relations.

Many women of other traditions do not know that the sacred ceremonies are still alive and here on the planet. Most western cultures believe they have totally disappeared from the planet, but they are searching for them. They must find your books and go to your ceremonies.

Wounded father has enslaved the people and wounded the women and children by using scientific methods and only honoring the rational mind which is the parasite - the lower mind that seeks power for itself. The work of each sex is not understood. The being of women is discounted because it can not be measured in money or products because it is not a doing which is a masculine trait.

Woman conceives the idea from Spirit and Men manifest it out into the 3 dimensional world. Men love and hate the woman. Woman loves and hates the man. This must first be resolved inside each individual before it can be resolved in the outer. Everything IS a ceremony. Life is a ceremony. Sex is a sacred ceremony that enlightens the whole planet. Control is an illusion, it only appears to be valid in the 3rd dimension caused by the wounded father & the woman that tries to be like the man.

Freedom is everyone's birth right! Yet, at the same time everyone must be left in freedom to decide which path they will follow. Harmony can not be forced or imposed. I have learned that still after all this time and many years, I had not understood, respected, or valued the power and value that is a woman.

Love,
Grandmother Night Myst